no one can help me...

i've chosen to leave this nightmarish place...
n step into a never return road...
it's either wat I like and hopefully successful...
Or wat i dun hav much interest and maybe successful...

ppl said...
interest can be grown...
but from what i've suffered in matric...
i started to doubt it...

staying at matric wont ensure my future...
ppl say matric is easy...
i'll object the statement...
it's definitely not easy for chinese...
definitely not easy...
study bio at matric makes me wanna die...
study physics at matric makes me vomit...
in fact, i've ruined my beginning here...
impossible to reverse it now...
all becoz of my stupid mistake...

no one can help me now...
not even myself...
only God...